Post by ;;lust on Dec 3, 2007 14:37:13 GMT -5
December 03, 2007
Have you ever had that feeling that everyone is judging you before the even know you, the looks they give you when you pass by give them away that they think your a freak. I get those looks all the time but I've learned to tune them out, their not important, they can think whatever the fuck they want about me, it's not like it'll affect me after all. And yet despite the looks they still come up to you and talk to you and try to make friends, acting nice and pleasant when you can see right through them. Their so... fake... I hate high school cliques, maybe that was why I was immediately attracted to Pride in pre-k, he was so much like me but toned down more, he didn't care what anyone said about him and nothing seemed to bug him. Maybe he's the reason I am the way I am... Maybe I'm rebelling against my parent for ignoring me and favoring my sisters... Or maybe it's to many shows of Dr.Phil and Oprah talking. I don't know...
But Pride and I were always so close until a last year when he moved and I was forced to spend time with Lust who was also rebelling by now. I love her to pieces, she's such a party animal and I've become more then a little protective of her but... I miss Pride...
Envy's a little whore and I hate her, she can rot in hell for becoming exactly what our parents wanted while Lust and I were cast aside like toys that they had grown out of. So now lust and I are living here in a nice enough house with an unlimited amount of money because our parents really don't give a shit about us as long as we don't ruin their image. We've turned into the perfect rebellious teens I suppose...
But something happened today I can't shake. I met two people and they simply talked with me... I don't know what but that really unnerves me, I'm hoping I don't bump into them again though the guy was kinda cute...
Next I heard someone talking about Nickoli and I froze, ease dropping more then a bit to catch his last name but they never said. Could pride really be here? Suddenly school can't come fast enough, I want to go to the office as soon as it starts but when i told Lust she just asked me what outfit looked better. I told her the red one made her look like a murder victim and the black one made her look like a whore. She picked the black on and said thanks for the advice... She's not normal...
Anyways I should go tot sleep, I need to find out tomorrow if it's my Pride...
Peace!
~Wrath
Have you ever had that feeling that everyone is judging you before the even know you, the looks they give you when you pass by give them away that they think your a freak. I get those looks all the time but I've learned to tune them out, their not important, they can think whatever the fuck they want about me, it's not like it'll affect me after all. And yet despite the looks they still come up to you and talk to you and try to make friends, acting nice and pleasant when you can see right through them. Their so... fake... I hate high school cliques, maybe that was why I was immediately attracted to Pride in pre-k, he was so much like me but toned down more, he didn't care what anyone said about him and nothing seemed to bug him. Maybe he's the reason I am the way I am... Maybe I'm rebelling against my parent for ignoring me and favoring my sisters... Or maybe it's to many shows of Dr.Phil and Oprah talking. I don't know...
But Pride and I were always so close until a last year when he moved and I was forced to spend time with Lust who was also rebelling by now. I love her to pieces, she's such a party animal and I've become more then a little protective of her but... I miss Pride...
Envy's a little whore and I hate her, she can rot in hell for becoming exactly what our parents wanted while Lust and I were cast aside like toys that they had grown out of. So now lust and I are living here in a nice enough house with an unlimited amount of money because our parents really don't give a shit about us as long as we don't ruin their image. We've turned into the perfect rebellious teens I suppose...
But something happened today I can't shake. I met two people and they simply talked with me... I don't know what but that really unnerves me, I'm hoping I don't bump into them again though the guy was kinda cute...
Next I heard someone talking about Nickoli and I froze, ease dropping more then a bit to catch his last name but they never said. Could pride really be here? Suddenly school can't come fast enough, I want to go to the office as soon as it starts but when i told Lust she just asked me what outfit looked better. I told her the red one made her look like a murder victim and the black one made her look like a whore. She picked the black on and said thanks for the advice... She's not normal...
Anyways I should go tot sleep, I need to find out tomorrow if it's my Pride...
Peace!
~Wrath
